You want an explanation, here it is:
strikerg0d wrote:why did my topic get locked, i didn't do anythings against the rules, i just wanted to have a nice conversation going on.
The other topic, and finally also this topic, was locked to prevent what already happened: that there cannot be any good conversation as soon as you are involved, for the one or the other reason.
strikerg0d wrote:Am i not allowed to create topics where i say sorry to
You are, otherwise it would have been deleted directly.
You have written your apologies, but you have to prove you mean it really sincerely.
And here, directly in your latest post, you presented yourself already two reasons why nobody beleives it:
1. your childish reaction:
strikerg0d wrote:At what point is it my fault that this poorlack domino can't behave properly?
Apparently you still did not understand anything.
It is not about what others do,
it is about what you have done - and what you are still doing: reacting explosive and insulting others!

Stop always taking others (bad) behavior as excuse for your own bad behavior!
2. your "new" nickname
strikerg0d wrote:Your lord and savior
When I see your new nickname here and this flowery phrase, this does really not show any sign of humbleness which you should actually present, but rather one more reason for banning, because of megalomania.
How can you expect a "good discussion" based on this!?
I think it is about time you really think well about your actions, and why all the others are reacting like they do.
You cannot just throw a short apology, and impatiently expect that everyone says "hooray he is brave, let's welcome him back in the community", forgetting about everyhting in the past, where you are still doing exacty the opposite of what you're writing.
You have to be humble, sincere, calm, and especially patient.
Certainly I can only observe and watch about the forum here, but what I recommended you just above is valid for you in the whole community and more important also for your whole real life!
Behave, and perhaps let it be for some time, if you feel the wind only blowing stronger against your direction.
Topic locked.