When you quit something...
Posted: 09 Jun 2017, 22:36
... you do it because of a good reason. And quitting gaming must have a very deep reason behind this big decision. And this reason is to achieve one's personal dreams that you've kept for such a long time within your heart. This achievement (of fulfilling your own dreams) personally means much more for me than the plain joy of playing video games. I dont know if you feel the same but whenever I played video games, I was never fully satisfied. Gaming never blew the inner fire out... it was and is still there, the inner desire to achieve what you always dreamed of. I dont intend to say that gaming is bad in principle. It's everybody's own choice of what you want to do. I personally just feel that I want to do something else than gaming.
So, a few months ago I left the gaming world. One of my major dreams was about being a musician. Like 4-5 months ago, I took the initiative and started learning guitar. Successfully. Now I can play 2 songs that I always wanted to play on the guitar and it is such a great feeling. Trust me! And I will surely continue on learning new songs... it is an unbelievably nice experience.
Being a musician doesn't only mean to play songs, but it also involves to write and compose them. Back when I was still playing Maniaplanet, I had the idea of writing a series of songs. Each song is a little short-story which is part of the bigger story (aka the series). This story is purely related and dedicated to Maniaplanet, Nadeo and its community. I do so because Maniaplanet is a noticeable part of my life. I started my adventure with Nadeo when I was a kid by playing Trackmania Nations Forever and spent countless hours on beating the dedimania records on =RR= Dirt TA / Round servers. After a break with TM, I continued my adventure with Shootmania and also became a vivid Forum member. I do not intend to release a series of songs which purely consists of my gaming adventure within Maniaplanet. A clear no! That would be boring as ****. Instead, I'd like to create a story of the history of Maniaplanet itself and how the developers and the players experienced this history. From the great fortune to the deep pain we all experienced since the birth of Trackmania and Maniaplanet/Shootmania. I do so not only due to my affection to this franchise but also since gaming has become far more than only playing a video game. People play video games. People. You forge friendships that turns into clans/teams/little communities. And where people and friendships are, there are also emotions. I want to bundle all this what I mentioned in the last 3-5 sentences into 4-5 songs.
I already wrote the lyrics of the 1st (or 2nd) song of this series back when I was still an active member of this community. It's still on my hard disk and it is one of my personal most valueable files on my PC.
Why did I open this topic here?
It is one of my dreams to complete this series of songs. Not only in regards of pure words (song lyrics), but also in terms of music and a fitting music video. And I need other creative guys/girls of this community to help me accomplishing my goal. Maybe it is also in your interest in being part of a great story. Simply everybody can contribute. Someone who got skills with the Mediatracker, a video editor, a music composer and someone who just want to express his feelings and experience about Maniaplanet and its older brothers (the older TM games). Especially the opportunity of sharing me your opinion about the history of this franchise is very important to me! The experiences of the community and my personal experiences will be combined into the big story! So don't hesitate to tell it me
I am open for suggestions and I want this to be a community project. By the players, for the players. In the spirit of Maniaplanet.
Some last words
I did lot's of breaks with TM/SM. Partly because I was disappointed about how the game developed over the course of the years; Partly because I enjoyed other games more for a short while; Partly because I had enough gaming in general. But somehow, I always came back. I came back because I always reminded myself of this great community. And I reminded myself of the insane and beautiful possibilities when you wanted to create stuff - Creating maps was a blast of fun - despite of the fact that you always knew that not so many players would enjoy your creativity...
But I realized that you should never do breaks with your dreams!
So, I feel pretty determined to finish this project (unlike my previous ones) and I would be very grateful for any support!
You can either contact me here on this forum by a PM, a post on this topic or by e-mailing me: soprah@gmx.de
Thanks
Greetings,
Soprah
P.S.: I will never ever touch Maniaplanet anymore after I finished this project. This project will help me to finish my Nadeo adventure in a good and respecting way
So, a few months ago I left the gaming world. One of my major dreams was about being a musician. Like 4-5 months ago, I took the initiative and started learning guitar. Successfully. Now I can play 2 songs that I always wanted to play on the guitar and it is such a great feeling. Trust me! And I will surely continue on learning new songs... it is an unbelievably nice experience.
Being a musician doesn't only mean to play songs, but it also involves to write and compose them. Back when I was still playing Maniaplanet, I had the idea of writing a series of songs. Each song is a little short-story which is part of the bigger story (aka the series). This story is purely related and dedicated to Maniaplanet, Nadeo and its community. I do so because Maniaplanet is a noticeable part of my life. I started my adventure with Nadeo when I was a kid by playing Trackmania Nations Forever and spent countless hours on beating the dedimania records on =RR= Dirt TA / Round servers. After a break with TM, I continued my adventure with Shootmania and also became a vivid Forum member. I do not intend to release a series of songs which purely consists of my gaming adventure within Maniaplanet. A clear no! That would be boring as ****. Instead, I'd like to create a story of the history of Maniaplanet itself and how the developers and the players experienced this history. From the great fortune to the deep pain we all experienced since the birth of Trackmania and Maniaplanet/Shootmania. I do so not only due to my affection to this franchise but also since gaming has become far more than only playing a video game. People play video games. People. You forge friendships that turns into clans/teams/little communities. And where people and friendships are, there are also emotions. I want to bundle all this what I mentioned in the last 3-5 sentences into 4-5 songs.
I already wrote the lyrics of the 1st (or 2nd) song of this series back when I was still an active member of this community. It's still on my hard disk and it is one of my personal most valueable files on my PC.
Why did I open this topic here?
It is one of my dreams to complete this series of songs. Not only in regards of pure words (song lyrics), but also in terms of music and a fitting music video. And I need other creative guys/girls of this community to help me accomplishing my goal. Maybe it is also in your interest in being part of a great story. Simply everybody can contribute. Someone who got skills with the Mediatracker, a video editor, a music composer and someone who just want to express his feelings and experience about Maniaplanet and its older brothers (the older TM games). Especially the opportunity of sharing me your opinion about the history of this franchise is very important to me! The experiences of the community and my personal experiences will be combined into the big story! So don't hesitate to tell it me

I am open for suggestions and I want this to be a community project. By the players, for the players. In the spirit of Maniaplanet.
Some last words
I did lot's of breaks with TM/SM. Partly because I was disappointed about how the game developed over the course of the years; Partly because I enjoyed other games more for a short while; Partly because I had enough gaming in general. But somehow, I always came back. I came back because I always reminded myself of this great community. And I reminded myself of the insane and beautiful possibilities when you wanted to create stuff - Creating maps was a blast of fun - despite of the fact that you always knew that not so many players would enjoy your creativity...
But I realized that you should never do breaks with your dreams!
So, I feel pretty determined to finish this project (unlike my previous ones) and I would be very grateful for any support!
You can either contact me here on this forum by a PM, a post on this topic or by e-mailing me: soprah@gmx.de
Thanks

Greetings,
Soprah
P.S.: I will never ever touch Maniaplanet anymore after I finished this project. This project will help me to finish my Nadeo adventure in a good and respecting way
